Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Love Allah: Positive-One Person, Waving Hardest-Ocean to Accept~ =)

Assalamualaikum to all of my beloved readers, how are you today?? Having a nice day or not? Whatever it is, do believe that everything that happen comes from Allah the Almighty. Nothing can happen without His wills. And here, just some of spontaneous phrases or words or feels or quotes (whatever they are called), reached out from my mind, about our faith & the facts of it. We do, need to make sure that we're always positive, no matter how bad or worst the condition was for us. Positive thinking, its not about expecting the best to happen everytime but accepting whatever happens, its because Allah has allowed it to happen. I do, always speak this phrases to people that asking for my advices:

"If you don't want to get into Positive Thinking, that's OK. Just do one thing, ELIMINATE all the negative thoughts from your mind, and whatever lefts will be just fine"

Me too, sometimes do feel the same. The negative, bad thoughts will always appeared, from times to times. Its just normal, cause we're humans. We're created to feel not only the happiness, but also the sadness, frustrated, weak, confused & more. Those feels, that make our days full of excitement, sweetness & not to forget the madness of heart. There is only one way to be happy always, that is to cease our worrying things which are beyond the power of our wills. Be thankful & grateful always to Allah, for giving us those chances to experience & try to develop ourselves from old times. We do not stay motionless at any stage in life. We will keep continue learning fresh things, acquiring more experiences & chances, diversifying our positions of life, meetings with new individuals & so forth. So, lets be POSITIVE always, no matter what will happen to our life, from now till to the end.

Perform acts of charity seeking solely Allah’s pleasure, because with this attitude you will assuredly be successful. The ungrateful person cannot really harm you. Praise Allah that person is the transgressor & that you are the obedient servant. Also, remember that the hand that gives is better than the hand that receives.

Allah, the Most-High, says:
"We feed you seeking Allah's Countenance only. We wish for neither reward nor thanks from you."
 [Surah Al-Insan,76:9]

Many people are shocked at the nature of ingratitude in others, as though they had never come across this verse and others like it, such as:
"And when harm touches a person, he invokes Us [Allah], lying down on his side or sitting or standing. But when We have removed his harm from him, he passes on his way as if he had never invoked Us for a harm that touched him."
[Surah Yunus,10:12]

and need to search for??

Last but not least, keep the husnudzon or positive always in our dearie self. Allah knows more than we, as His creation and also as the limited one. Love Allah first, He will always be within us, save deeply in the hearts. The precious-love, I will always give to the Almighty~ <3
*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of Our Life*

Reminders for me, and also for all of my dear-strong readers, lets muhasabah again & mujahadah back in our living daily life, for we not sure our own time of death to arrive & invite us all.

Some things are beyond planning,
and life doesn’t always turn out as planned.
You don’t plan for a broken heart.
You don’t plan for an autistic child.
You don’t plan for spinsterhood.
You plan to be young forever.
You plan to climb the corporate ladder.
You plan to be rich & powerful.
You plan to be acclaimed & successful.
You plan to conquer the universe.
You plan to fall in love & be loved forever.
You don’t plan to be sad.
You don’t plan to be hurt.
You don’t plan to be broke.
You don’t plan to be betrayed.
You don’t plan to be alone in this world.
You plan to be happy.
You don’t plan to be shattered.





Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want, but MOST
times, what you want & what you get are two different things.
We are mortals in plan,
but so does Allah in the Heavens.
Sometimes, it is difficult to understand Allah’s plans especially when
His plans are not in consonance with ours .
Often, when He sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger.
True, we cannot choose what Allah wishes us to carry,
but we can carry it with courage
knowing that He will never, ever abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with.

Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, He allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
And sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the
value of everything He gave to us.



Make plans, but understand that we live by Allah’s grace.
Be thankful that you don’t already,
have everything that you do desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to,
Be thankful when you don’t know something,
for it gives you the opportunities to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times,
during those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you chances for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenges,
because it will build your strengths and characters.
Be thankful for your mistakes,
they will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you’re tired and weary,
because it means you do have made a difference.
It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also
thankful for the setbacks.
GRATITUDE can turn a negative self into a positive one.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles & they
can become your blessings.

Last but not least, keep  the husnudzon or positive always in ourselves. Its too important, for facing any difficulties or accepting Tests in our life. Love Allah, for His special gift to me as the choosen one. <3

*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of our Life*

Monday, September 23, 2013

Love Allah: Interpretation of the Heart, for Allah's Sake~

Bismillahirahmanirahim~

Dear beloved readers, how are you today? What about the iman inside?? Hopefully it will increase from time to time, in shaa Allah! Will beginning this rare title about LOVE, something that surely exist in each soul of us. May Allah by his Benevolence & His beloved Prophet's recommendation grant this humble servant with the readers, His & the Prophet's love and acceptance.

LOVE, may be refer to a variety of different feelings, states & attitudes, ranging from interpersonal affection to pleasure. It can also refer to an emotion of strong attraction & personal attachment. It also can be avirtue representing human kindness, compassion and affection, 'the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for good of another'.

LOVE, an emotional state whose reality can't be described by words. However, the ability to love is inherently present in all human beings. We have been gifted with this attribute since the creation of our souls in Heaven. This deeply rooted qualify manifests in us from the instant we are born on Earth.

Extra info that I do received from a friend, Hubb is the Arabic word for love & it is made up of two letters, Ha (ح) & Ba (ب). On the other site of the note, it does shows the beauty of the Arabic languange, when one says Hubb, it comes from deep inside the throat which almost chokes you (as loves does) and when the words end with Ba, the lips come together as if it were a kiss, a sign for the beloved one.


I was born with my hands folded over my heart,
Dear Almighty, I have been in love since eternity.

I was destined from eternity to be an admirer of beauty,
Thus my nature had been passionate since childhood.

In childhood I displayed a passionate temperament,
Even at early age, I played the game of Love.

A continuos fire is burning in my chest,
Perhaps, I do falling in LOVE with you.

O' My Lord, do keep this silently feels,
For not make me, Your Servant faraway from Your Love,
The most special beautiful one, from Allah the One. :)

Spending some nights there, experiencing lots of happy moments with the family, an-unexpected event do occur in my life. Without hesitation, do admit & grateful for the special gift from Allah to me, make me realising about the reality. Every time the feels grow stronger, the istighfar will comes out first, should not put the love first from His Love. I did remind dear self repeatingly, many times. Dear heart, please love for the sake of Allah, so that all of its will be preserve & cared, only to the right one, still unsure for now.

Do remember some words, verses from our Love Letter, Al-Quran:
"And among His signs that He created the mates from among yourselves, that they may dwell in tranquility with them and He has put love & mercy in yours (hearts). Verily in that are signs for those who reflects"
[Surah Al-Rum,30:21]

I had read many love stories in my life, and yet it ended with suicide or divorced, for the married one. True love,if truly embedded in our hearts, its sweetness can be experienced when we love someone for the sake of Allah S.W.T. We want to seek happiness together with the beloved by gain the pleasure from Allah. What is a love, which is not done for the sake of Allah which dies when one dies?? The true love should be keep, for it will be honoured on the Day of Judgement, which will remains in Jannah together forever.

The most precious love story, that I really adored, was the love between our Prophet Muhammad with his most precious, loyal wife: Khadijah. She was the first woman Allah's Messenger married & did not get married to anyone until she passed away. Khadijah was the one who being beside him, comforted the Prophet and encouraged him with her lovely words after the incident of Hira'c Cave, where Jibril came with Allah's revelation & met the Prophet. She was the first to enter the fold of Islam & always trusted him. She never doubted the Prophet & was a great wife to him. Our beloved Messenger was facing the worst oppression from the people of Quraisy. This love story is special, cause by the understanding of each other's feels, went through all the hardship together & help each other to accept & be strong in Allah's faith. After the death of his beloved wife, the Prophet was deeply mourned over her death. He do replied, once in an honest burst of tender emotions:
"She believed in me while the people disbelieved in me. And she trusted me when the people belied me. And she helped & comforted me, when the people would not. And Allah provided me children with her, and not with others,"
[Related by Imam Ahmad]

SubahanAllah, tears will running down my face each time I read it back, not only about their love story, not within the sacrification, struggle to spread the Deen, hardship of life with lots of Tests given, but they were strong, too strong having those events in life. Feel ashamed, for me always sighed in daily life, not being grateful to Allah, for such only a little Tests compared to the Prophet.

Love, too many meanings & feelings contained within the word. Love is a feeling. Love is a sacrifice. Love is unconditional. It brings two people closer, it does not come or go according to our moods. Love will be a gift from Allah, if we do love for His sake, it will be a sign for a great blessing from Him bestowed upon us. Love connects one heart to another with the feeling of understanding, faith & happiness. The bliss of love can't be compared, it is unique. It is calls for patience, tolerance & forgiveness. And surely, people will sacrifice everything's in love, for Allah's sake.


But wait!! Love too, can fade in times, cause by the frustrated, sadness or feels dies in the heart. However, for my opinions, the true love will always remain alive in our hearts. It light always shine inside us, will make us talk about the person that we love as if it was fresh & regardless of age. We tend to love the people that love our spouse, or for those who not married yet like me, we tend to love until a point that we can't  stop taking care & honour them in our life, including our mother, father, siblings, relatives, friends, teachers, acquaitances or anybody. Remember always, do remind myself each second, Allah had given them not to be wasted, be thankful to Him.

~Short-quick poem of the heart, by Dr. StarLover~
To fall in love is to be in the sky with wings,
Feels being near by the moon,
Not found in the depths of forests, nor the depths of the oceans,
It deeply enveloped inside our hearts.
And for the correct, beautiful one,
Do love Allah more, for His precious love,
Through the one, the creation of Him,
Which will be, the most wanted person for ourselves,
Lets together, taking care of it, only for the choosen-given self by the Lord,
Hoping to be loved until Hereafter,
Struggle & fight, the souls are ours!!
Not alone, but with them, our dearest lovers,
Do remember, His Bless & Jannah, the main aim for all of us~ ^_^

Loving a mortal cannot be long-lived, rather loved the Living, the Eternal one, Allah. Realised, too much talking without balanced acts were nothing. Hoping for Allah's guidance, do blessed this Slave of Yours for her wrongs & mistakes, for her unsure feelings, for her forgetful & repeated sins, I'm no one without You. Hopefully, myself & dear beloved readers, will choose Allah as our beloved, gain entry to enter the group of the 'near one' from Him. Put more efforts to achieve the Everlasting & eternal love, it will be a great success to our life in this temporary World, before continue our journey in Hereafter.



*Special Dedication for the Star*

Stars: they are just like friends, each one has different meanings in brightening & shines upon the night. You just need to choose one of them, the most wanted that will lights up your life, with the Nur of the Deen, seeking together always for the Rabb's blessing.

Last but not least, for you, the unknown-one, still unsure & unconsider, may Allah bless both of us. Do pray to Him, for the signs, for increasing the Iman first, for achieving the important matters in our life. His Faith, lets only Allah knows. Just struggle & put more efforts, if we're created for each other, so no matter how the condition was, neither how the feels exist or not, will be together at last. Same goes if the opposite faith had been given to us, Kun Fayakun, Allah knows better. Just hoping, and believe myself can do it, in shaa Allah, when the times really come in my life. Do give me to ask a request, only one from unknown-you, Future Zauj Will-Be. If i'm the choosen, the only one for you, please love me sincerely for the sake of Allah. Do correct me for my mistakes, stick to me with full of kindness & mercy. Because of one reason, I would like, surely want to accompany you to your Palace in Jannah, in shaa Allah. <3

Impian, mungkin sekadar bermimpi ataupun menjadi kenyataan?
Hanya Allah mengetahui, tempat harapan sepatutnya disandarkan.
Moga apa yang terselit di dalam hati, kekal kerana Allah...^^
Tajdid niat yer!! Dekatkan diri dengan Allah bukan dengan pengharapan,
agar mendapat pasangan seperti yang diinginkan, namun perlu disedari,
diri kita ini WAJIB mentaati & mematuhi segala perintahNya.
Rezeki, Jodoh, Kejayaan, & lain-lain adalah nikmat, mungkin juga satu ujian.
Moga Allah membantu, meredhai, menyayangi, merahmati,
memberi petunjuk serta hidayahNya kepada kita semua, in shaa Allah~



Do pray always, for sure we only get what we need in life, not the things that we want. Allah knows who belongs in your life & who doesn't. Trust and let go all of it, Allah will handle those with care. Whoever is meant to be there, will still be there. Most important from all of above, love of Allah, the most-ever wanted love that we need. 

*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of our Life*

Friday, September 20, 2013

Love Allah: Ukhuwah Fillah, Truly can Touch Others Heart..=)

Bismillahirrahmanirahim~
Dear my beloved pass-by readers,


This dear self want to share with all of you, fulfilling a person right who’d prefer call herself as a sahabat, which for me the one that always been ignored by me all this time.
Her existence was so long in my life but yet i didn't really appreciate her, cause of my ego & my highly respect to other friends, which for me are more suitable & more understanding.
May Allah bless you ukhti, for all of your efforts & long-term love, really sorry for not realising it early from the beginning.


As the basic in any relationship, there would be time of ups and downs in friendship. When we said “ukhuwah fillah abadan abada”, we have made an agreement to bear with each other.
It brings a meaning of we are ready to be tested by The Almighty up there upon our sincerity and respect. 
Ukhwah means friendship, relationship, bond. Whereas filllah means just for the sake of Allah. Together it signifies a relationship a bond that are build just for the sake of Allah. This relationship is like no other. Nothing can come between two brothers or sisters who befriend for Allah. They will help each other in good or bad times. They will remind each other on doing good deeds to Allah.

They will help each other in avoiding themselves to do bad thing. They love their sahabat because the sahabat love Allah. Ukhuwah goes hand in hand with iman.
There will be no ukhuwah without iman and no iman without ukhuwah. We don't want this kalimah to be used by those people who think that they are doing something for Allah just by saying this kalimah without having any meaning to it.
We also don't want people to use this kalimah as a camouflage to do things for their owns benefit. So, let us spread the ukhuwah to the heart of every Muslim. Share our experiences & thoughts with them, guide them to the path of Allah. In shaa Allah, Allah will guide us throughout the ways.


In addition to this post, dear beloved readers, as Allah has created us as a human not an angel, we do make mistakes & every each of us has our own weaknesses.
Yes, sometimes, our own weaknesses cannot be accepted by our friends . This is why Allah has created us different from others, so that we can complete each other. 
Our Prophet, bless be upon him, do said, the lowest level of friendship is good thoughts while the highest is ithar. How do you think we would go to Jannah together when we can only think of bad thoughts of our friend?And dear ukhti, i'm really glad, because of your husnudzon & prayer for me, in shaa Allah, it do make me realised at last.
Allah shows me that i'm so grateful, having such a good friend like you.
Back to long time ago, this time I would like to share with all of you, about my experience with my very best friend.She is an-old-known-well friend, about 9 years ago. Had known each other because her father & my abah were teaching at the same school, then we continue our study together, also in a same secondary school.
She's really lovely, a soft-hearted person which always make people feel calm & ease being with her.  She was the one who have tried so hard trying to change me from a 'unknown' or 'jaheel' person to a person with basic understanding of Islam. We love each other because of Allah.
Then, all of sudden. I doubt her. I simply had a bad thought of her. I was trapped by the great devil of all, syaitan. I start avoiding her . I don’t want to even look at her. Every time her name mentioned, I would feel sick and annoyed. It was the craziest feeling at that time. Hatred. I was confused with myself. Its all happen because of my mistakes, an egoist one, didn't want to hear at all, her advices to me had been a waste by that time. Cause of one reason, i've starting to befriend with boys, yet the starting of negative life happen to me. I'm not taking care of the 'ikhtilat' anymore at that time.
Until one day, I try to normalize my mind from all negative impression towards her. At that time, we're already left the school, in our one-year matriculation programme. After leaving the school, i feel like being blown by the wind, no one really understand me. No one worrying or advicing me when i'm doing something wrong. And suddenly, my mind thinking of her. It was nothing. She’d done nothing actually. The problem is me. Who failed at the first level, good thoughts. It’s actually Allah’s doing. He’s trying to test us from our words, “uhibbuki fillah jiddan”. I failed at first, but Alhamdulillah ,I know what is the main value Allah has shown me.
Dear ukhti, in whatever condition I'm having, which I’m not clear of it, please & please, begging to you to try to understand me,so that you will be understood as well; same as you always did all this time. You know, syaitan would always take advantages in our friendship. Because we as a Muslim, our base of friendship is Iman. When we aren’t comfortable with each other, being ‘honest in a good way’ is the best step to keep this everlasting bond. In shaa Allah.
For you my beloved ukhti, Nurul Wahida Bt. Mohd Fadzil: Terima kasih ats segla doa, kasih-sayang, teguran, harapan, belaian, kejujuran, keikhlasan & segala-galanya yang ampa dah korbankan demi persahabatan antara kita. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya. Moga ukhuwah kita kekal hingga ke JannahNya, in shaa Allah!! Kami sayang ampa Wahida, kerana Allah.


Syukran Allah, for giving me this opportunities, and of course,
Love of Allah is all we need.
Love Him soo much, for His lots of Love towards me.
*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of our Life*

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Love Allah: An Introduction of His Slave..(^_^)


*Siti Nur Aufa Binti Rohimi*
~name given by my beloved parents, 'Aufa' means the most loyalty~

*17/11/1993*
~First child among four siblings, 20 years old will-be..in shaa Allah~

*1) TK
2) SKLS
3) SKGJ
4) SKC
5) SMKAP
6) KMK
7) UniAl-Az*
~my education histories, too much while in primary school..haha~

*Daiedentist, Freelance Writer & Businesswoman*
~in shaa Allah, may Allah grant me those wishes plus wanna be a great young mother & housewife (if Allah give that chances, but it seems quite impossible..hmm..:-/ )

*1) Do anything, intention because of Allah
2) Husnudzon (good prediction) always to Allah & others
3) Always be positive!!
~ these are my principals of life, it do create a new-self of me, which really differ than before! hoping to end this life with husnul khotimah..in shaa Allah~

*Abah: Rohimi Bin Din
Mama: Siti Rabani binti Rawi
Siblings: 1) Siti Nur Auni Binti Rohimi
2) Muhammad Afif Solehin Bin Rohimi
3) Siti Nur Aura Binti Rohimi
~do love my family sooooo much!!
My little sis, Aura
Angah with Bangcik
Beloved Abah & Mama



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My first love was dazzling yet aching.
Every time I go back to those memories, my eyes starting to water and I feel like,
I could have done so much better, taking care & realise the price of being His slave,
should be grateful always!!
Yet, the pasts still can't be undone or repaired anymore,
and now i'll just keep moving forward to the front~
My story began not-so-long ago, when I was already left my secondary school.
I was inexperienced and naive; thought that i've really strong to face the challenges of the outer world,
rather from my home and from my schools.
But then, i'm totally wrong.
The tarbiyyah, the knowledges are still too weak,
and myself was blowing left and right at that time,
just like the grass move by the wind, having no strength at all to fight with the bad-soul.

Apart from that, i'm really grateful then,
cause my family and the First True Love didn.t let me lost in the true-just paths.
He do make my family and friends as the signs,
to show that He do love me,
eventhough i've repeatingly doing mistakes and adding the sins.
My love for Him is like the spirit of the young lover, it comes and yet increase,
eventhough for a slow motion.
His name is now carved in my soul for He is the One, that make this changes of who I am now.
He made my cry with His Tests, which sometimes make me down.
But then, He also made me laugh, made my happy moments, made my enjoyable days with his Love, Gifts, Help and Bless.
He was my First True Love!!
And as much as I want that part of my story end with Him, deep inside I know and believe,
that it wouldn't over, as long as i keep Him as the main love for me.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal!!

He, the One, my First True Love; ALLAH the Almighty.

AND.........
NOT TO BE FORGET ONCE AGAIN~

" I will love the light of the star for it shows me the right, good paths at the needy time i really want to find it, yet I will endure the darkness once again after this because its my promise for myself & for keep on moving, searching continuously, seeking for the Love from the Creator... "

"The saying of a beloved-one: "Aufa, be thankful for what you have: you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever had enough.


<Dan janganlah kamu berasa lemah dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati, kerana kamu paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu beriman>
[Al-Imran:139]

Let's take a moment & say Alhamdulillah for everything we have, be grateful which all gifts that Allah had give to all of us.

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..
I do, really feel blessed & grateful, for this strong instinct given as a special gift from the Almighty.
I AM NOTHING WITHOUT ALLAH~

*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of our Life*