Love Allah: Ukhuwah Fillah, Truly can Touch Others Heart..=)

Bismillahirrahmanirahim~

Dear my beloved pass-by readers,

This dear self want to share with all of you, fulfilling a person right who’d prefer call herself as a sahabat, which for me the one that always been ignored by me all this time.
Her existence was so long in my life but yet i didn't really appreciate her, cause of my ego & my highly respect to other friends, which for me are more suitable & more understanding.
May Allah bless you ukhti, for all of your efforts & long-term love, really sorry for not realising it early from the beginning.

As the basic in any relationship, there would be time of ups and downs in friendship. When we said “ukhuwah fillah abadan abada”, we have made an agreement to bear with each other.
It brings a meaning of we are ready to be tested by The Almighty up there upon our sincerity and respect. Ukhwah means friendship, relationship, bond. Whereas filllah means just for the sake of Allah. Together it signifies a relationship a bond that are build just for the sake of Allah. This relationship is like no other. Nothing can come between two brothers or sisters who befriend for Allah. They will help each other in good or bad times. They will remind each other on doing good deeds to Allah.

They will help each other in avoiding themselves to do bad thing. They love their sahabat because the sahabat love Allah. Ukhuwah goes hand in hand with iman.
There will be no ukhuwah without iman and no iman without ukhuwah. We don't want this kalimah to be used by those people who think that they are doing something for Allah just by saying this kalimah without having any meaning to it.
We also don't want people to use this kalimah as a camouflage to do things for their owns benefit. So, let us spread the ukhuwah to the heart of every Muslim. Share our experiences & thoughts with them, guide them to the path of Allah. In shaa Allah, Allah will guide us throughout the ways.

In addition to this post, dear beloved readers, as Allah has created us as a human not an angel, we do make mistakes & every each of us has our own weaknesses.
Yes, sometimes, our own weaknesses cannot be accepted by our friends . This is why Allah has created us different from others, so that we can complete each other. Our Prophet, bless be upon him, do said, the lowest level of friendship is good thoughts while the highest is ithar. How do you think we would go to Jannah together when we can only think of bad thoughts of our friend?And dear ukhti, i'm really glad, because of your husnudzon & prayer for me, in shaa Allah, it do make me realised at last.
Allah shows me that i'm so grateful, having such a good friend like you.

Back to long time ago, this time I would like to share with all of you, about my experience with my very best friend.She is an-old-known-well friend, about 9 years ago. Had known each other because her father & my abah were teaching at the same school, then we continue our study together, also in a same secondary school.
She's really lovely, a soft-hearted person which always make people feel calm & ease being with her.  She was the one who have tried so hard trying to change me from a 'unknown' or 'jaheel' person to a person with basic understanding of Islam. We love each other because of Allah.

Then, all of sudden. I doubt her. I simply had a bad thought of her. I was trapped by the great devil of all, syaitan. I start avoiding her . I don’t want to even look at her. Every time her name mentioned, I would feel sick and annoyed. It was the craziest feeling at that time. Hatred. I was confused with myself. Its all happen because of my mistakes, an egoist one, didn't want to hear at all, her advices to me had been a waste by that time. Cause of one reason, i've starting to befriend with boys, yet the starting of negative life happen to me. I'm not taking care of the 'ikhtilat' anymore at that time.

Until one day, I try to normalize my mind from all negative impression towards her. At that time, we're already left the school, in our one-year matriculation programme. After leaving the school, i feel like being blown by the wind, no one really understand me. No one worrying or advicing me when i'm doing something wrong. And suddenly, my mind thinking of her. It was nothing. She’d done nothing actually. The problem is me. Who failed at the first level, good thoughts. It’s actually Allah’s doing. He’s trying to test us from our words, “uhibbuki fillah jiddan”. I failed at first, but Alhamdulillah ,I know what is the main value Allah has shown me.

Dear ukhti, in whatever condition I'm having, which I’m not clear of it, please & please, begging to you to try to understand me,so that you will be understood as well; same as you always did all this time. You know, syaitan would always take advantages in our friendship. Because we as a Muslim, our base of friendship is Iman. When we aren’t comfortable with each other, being ‘honest in a good way’ is the best step to keep this everlasting bond. In shaa Allah.

For you my beloved ukhti, Nurul Wahida Bt. Mohd Fadzil: Terima kasih ats segla doa, kasih-sayang, teguran, harapan, belaian, kejujuran, keikhlasan & segala-galanya yang ampa dah korbankan demi persahabatan antara kita. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya. Moga ukhuwah kita kekal hingga ke JannahNya, in shaa Allah!! Kami sayang ampa Wahida, kerana Allah.

Syukran Allah, for giving me this opportunities, and of course,
Love of Allah is all we need.
Love Him soo much, for His lots of Love towards me.

*His Bless & Jannah, the Purpose of our Life*